2014 was simply the worst year thus far in my life. I simply can't think back over all the events or review my journal w/o getting sick to my stomach. Depression, darkness, suicidal-thoughts, addiction, sadness, confusion, heaviness, emptiness, numbness, struggle, and instability were paramount this past year. And the horrible list could go on and on. I told my wife it is if I have been in a lucid coma, or lobotomized. It was frightening.
I am, however, happy to say I am still here and alive, on December 31, 2014 with optimism and excitement for the new year that lies ahead. I usually hate New Years, as it always feels like the end of something. But this year I am embracing that death and running toward the purity and possibilities ahead.
Thank you for being along w/ me in my journey. It's one hell of a ride, isn't it? HAHA
May 2015 bring all of us much joy, peace, love, and friendship. May we love one another, forgive one another, support one another, and help one another on their way.
Happy New Year 2015 and God Bless! <3